I now understand that I should not be expecting. The Lord said “It is finished” and that “He has overcome the world” So no more expectations. It is just waiting upon the Lord.
The Lord however expects from us. He is Expecting that we trust Him, expecting that we will let Him take control, expecting that He will save us from this world let alone ourselves that we may live a life of joy, love and amazing grace.
I pray that the Lord guide me to meet His expectation the way He wills it.